JUST SO YOU KNOW

To everyone who has had a love story gone wrong, you will be fine. And remember you are enough to be loved and I hope you don’t settle for anything less.

Happy Valentine’s Day to you all. I love you and God loves you the most!!!!

Remember when I said
You were my fire
And I, your ice
Remember when I told you
That your laughter was that of an unbridled English man.
How we played around Amazon
And eBay
But always a rejection of everything you promised to give me face to face.
Remember how you scarred me
When you shouted at me under the stars
When all I yearned for was
For you to be my light
That night
For the sake of my blurry sight.
That scream closed something off me;
A vow not to touch cold’s ice
With my burning sulphur no more.

I should be disgusted by your pity’s game
To lure me into unchartered territories.
But every time I think about it,
I just hum.
And no! I won’t cancel out the problem
With the good times, we had
Forgive me but I’m human like that!
So cheers to me for holding on to my standards
Cheers to myself for feeling like I was always the problem
Cheers to all the memories that soon became fleeting
I’m tempted to ask you
Was I not good enough?
Or I was too good for you?
I saw through the lies, the manipulation
But hope kept me steady.
Yet love couldn’t be fooled for much.
So scales off my eyes,
Just so you know
I demand no justice
In this league’s game.
They say,
All’s fair and foul
In love and war.
So for whichever cause
I hope not to give in to my dark side.

So goodbye my lover
I hope you find what you’re looking for
And ooh wait!
I answered my question
It wasn’t about me being enough,
Maybe you were not really the captain of my heart.
For an earth’s gambler and a sea’s pirate
Maybe the horizons could not comprehend that much.

Just so you know
Before I drop my quill,
And ink’s down
Maybe this ice and fire
Could never a pair match.